Q.Has there been any movie interest in your books?
A.Circles of Confusion was at one time on Drew
Barrymore’s short list—but she made Riding in Cars With
Boys instead. Learning to Fly has been kicking
around. More details later if something develops.
Q.
Have you ever been a bone marrow donor?
A.
No, although I have been called back in for further testing. The man
who needed a transplant lived back East and was in his forties. Unfortunately,
I did not match. Being tested to be a bone marrow donor is as simple
as giving blood, and being an actual donor is not much more complicated.
If you are interested, I strongly advise that you contact your local
branch of the American Red Cross. Since your bone marrow reflects your
genetic heritage, there is a huge need for minority donors.
Q.
Have you yourself been to a high school reunion?
A.
Yes, I went to both my 10th and then my 20th a couple of years ago.
My high school was much bigger than Claire's. I actually met people
for the first time while standing in line for the banquet—even
though we had gone to the same high school and graduated the same year.
However, I should say that none of the characters in Heart-Shaped
Box are based on real people, whether living, dead or
lying really, really still.
Q.
Have you sold any foreign rights?
A.Yes, a French textbook company paid $100 for the right to
translate a single page of Circles and run it side-by-side with the
English in a textbook for teenagers learning English. Most of my books
have sold in Japan. (They don’t translate the license plates,
just run them in English). Learning to Fly
and Buried Diamonds have sold in France. Learning
to Fly was translated into Dutch. Shock Point
will come out in German at the end of 2006.
Q.
What are you working on now?
A.
I like to write both light and dark books. Right now, I’m working
on a thriller about a 16 year old who is an undercover FBI informant
for an extreme environmental group. And there’s something funny
in the works.
Q.
In Learning to Fly, the main character is handed
a
chance to reinvent herself. Do you think this is a common fantasy?
A.
I think we all dream of what we might have been, or might still be.
On this dream has been built every gambling establishment, every Glamour
Shots franchise, every lottery game, every makeover in a magazine or
on TV, every diet from cabbage soup to high protein, etc. In reality,
even if you change the way you look, you still don’t have much
money, or if you win a bunch of money you still have the unhappy marriage,
or if you run off with the man of your dreams, you still have your bad
habits. It was fun to write about a woman who ends up with a lot of
money and the ties to her past completely severed.
Q.
In Learning to Fly, one character is on the run from her abusive
husband. Do you have any personal experience with domestic violence?
A.
I used to work with a psychologist who had a big blind spot when it
came to his own staff. Our receptionist would come in with her face
masked with heavy foundation, but underneath you could still see the
bruises left by her husband’s fist. She told me about how he was
convinced she was having sex with every man she met—our nerdy
boss, the bag boy at the grocery store, men she walked past in parks.
Every time she returned home, he used to make her take off her clothes
and examine them and her body for “evidence.” She was a
beautiful young woman with very low self esteem. I encouraged her to
leave her husband, offered to take her and her daughter in, and gave
her the number for a woman’s shelter. When I left that job, she
was still with her husband.
Q.
The details of the multi-car accident that takes place at
the beginning of Learning to Fly are so vividly described.
It it based on a real accident?
A.
Yes. In September of 1999, after a long dry summer,
a farmer was plowing his wheat fields in Eastern Oregon on a blue-sky
day. A freak wind whipped up and dust covered the roadway. Instantly,
everything went black. Later, they found dead people in cars with the
cruise controls still set at 75 miles an hour. One person involved in
the accident tried to go back to warn others. He waved at them, but
the passing drivers either just waved back or gave him the finger. The
last sight the young man had of one trucker was the trucker driving
full bore into the
dust storm, both hands off the wheel as he waved at the young man. The
dust storm caused several chain reaction car accidents. I combined them
into one.
Oregon
is also notorious for field-burning accidents. Grass seed growers burn
their fields, and the resulting smoke can drift over the freeway, causing
the same kind of absolute darkness and chain-reaction accidents. In
the 1980s, one such accident caused the deaths of author William Wharton’s
daughter, son-in-law, and two grandchildren.
One more
real event inspired some of the details in the book: the London train
fire. This fire burned so hot they had no idea who had been involved
in the accident. It destroyed all evidence. The police were reduced
to going to train stations and looking for cars that had been parked
there for a long time, then tracking down the owners to see if they
were missing.
Q. I understand
that one of your main characters in Learning to Fly ended up
going in a different direction when you were the victim of a real-life
crime. Can you tell me more about that—and what you learned that
you never wanted to?
A.
When I began writing the book, I had a character who was a generic patrol
cop. After we were burglarized in August of 2000, a criminalist came
to our house to take fingerprints. He was so interesting that I ended
up changing my patrol cop into a criminalist. That night, he showed
me all the contents of his kit and taught me how to dust for fingerprints.
Later I interviewed him to learn more about his job and why he had chosen
it.
When I first entered our house after the burglary, I rationalized what
I saw. All the doors and cupboards gaped open, but it was a Friday and
our house often looks especially messy on a Friday. Our new phone was
gone, but perhaps my husband had taken it with him when he left for
work for some reason. The further in the house I got, though, the more
I knew something was wrong.
I called 911 on my cell phone from the porch. While I was out there,
some boys pulled up in our neighbor’s driveway and stared at me.
I noticed them because our neighbors are Cambodian, as are all their
visitors, and these boys were white with backwards baseball caps. I
thought I would remember their license plate, but I didn’t. So
the first lesson I learned was to write down anything you think might
be important. Because an unrelated murder had happened shortly before,
the cops were slow in responding. My husband got home before they did.
The burglars had left a walkie-talkie behind, one of those sets that
people sometimes buy to keep track of their children at malls. The cop
said they no longer had to rely on the lookout on the corner whistling
to warn them. He took the walkie-talkie with him to see if it could
be fingerprinted. Later, the cop stormed back into the driveway, shouting
“Have those jerk-offs been here?” I thought that wasn’t
a very professional way to refer to his fellow officers, but it turned
out he meant the burglars, not the criminalist. It seems the burglars
had discovered the loss of their walkie-talkie and were taunting us
on it, saying “We took your fax machine. We took your camera,”
in a song-song voice. If that wasn’t enough of a clue that our
burglars were probably just out of school for the summer, there was
also the fact that among the items they stole was a box of Trix cereal.
Another
lesson I learned is to walk through your house with a video camera,
lingering on all of your CDs, and then take the video and put it someplace
else, like at your office. Not only would this have provided proof of
what we lost, it also would have helped us remember what we had to replace.
A year and a half later, my husband is still remembering the titles
of stolen CDs.
Here are
some other lessons I learned:
- Burglars will steal your suitcases so they can use them to carry away
your stuff.
- According to the criminalist, burglars avoid houses with neatly trimmed
hedges. You could now put a level on top of our hedge.
- It’s a lot harder to recover decent finger prints from a crime
scene than you might think.
- I asked the criminalist if they had a special way to deal with fingerprint
powder that got on their clothes. He said, "Yes. It’s called
throwing them away." This is why criminalists often dress in black.
Q. Have you ever
done anything so you could write about it later?
A.
As much as possible, I try to experience what my
main character might. I’ve had my husband grab me from behind
so that I could describe what it would feel like more accurately, for
example. I’ve dressed up as a giant mascot bug and observed how
people interacted with me—or more accurately, the bug I was portraying.
In Learning to Fly, Free is kidnapped and
has her hands tied behind her with duct-tape. I tore off a strip, handed
it to my daughter, put my hands behind my back, and persuaded her to
wrap it around my wrists. Then she wandered off to play. When I finally
got her attention again, she had a hard time undoing the tape. I finally
was forced to free myself. It certainly lent a verisimilitude to writing
that scene. I also drove my car for a short distance (down a deserted
street) with my hands tied in front of me.
Q. In Learning
to Fly, one of your main characters has panic attacks. Have you
ever experienced a panic attack?
A.For a period of six months, I suffered panic attacks when
I drove. Not all the time, which was almost worse. My scalp would prickle
and I would be overcome with the feeling that I was shutting down, about
to pass out or die. Needless to say, this was very scary, especially
driving 55 miles per hour on the freeway. While my life doesn’t
have any more or less stress than it did then, panic attacks no longer
trouble me. And if I ever feel that prickly sensation, I’ve learned
to distract myself and to take deep breaths.
Q. How is writing
a thriller different from writing a mystery?
A.
. In a mystery, the reader discovers along with the sleuth, who the
killer or the do-er of the evil deed is. In a thriller, the question
usually isn’t who the murderer is. The question is—will
the main character make it out alive?
Q. Your first
published book, Circles of Confusion, sold in two days. Was
this an example of overnight success?
A.
I wish I could say yes, but my “overnight
success” was built on three previous novels that never found a
publisher. For these, I garnered over a hundred rejection slips, first
from agents and then, once I found an agent, from publishers. During
this time I
met other talented writers who gave up after a handful of rejections.
I decided to persevere. I truly believe that tenacity is as important
as talent.
Q. Has the Internet
changed the way you do your research?
A.
Completely. Rather than having to go down to the library, look in the
Readers’ Guide, find the relevant source, etc, I can get a lot
of the basics off the Internet. Say I wanted to know how alarm systems
work, as I did for Square in the Face, or
how to go about making meth, which played a part in Learning
to Fly, then I can use a search engine and hit gold within
a few minutes. While I always think its good to supplement research
into printed pieces—whether they are on paper or on the Internet—with
talking to people, the Internet gives me a great first step. The Internet
has also allowed me to email sources with questions or with chapters
to review and get their response much quicker than if I were using the
mail. For Heart-Shaped Box, I relied on firearms
instructors in Colorado and Florida to know such things as whether an
AK 47 has a matte or shiny surface. In the book I’m finishing
up now, Buried Diamonds, I emailed a chapter
about a dog with strychnine poisoning to a vet at the local animal hospital.
By e-mail, she was able to give me details (like dogs assume a "sawhorse
stance" with this type of poisoning) that I hadn’t gotten
through Web searches alone.
Q. Do you think
writing about murder and violence capitalizes on it?
A.
In real life, the motive for murder is often banal
or springs from so much craziness that we’ll never understand
it. Killers aren’t brought to justice, or when they are, they
are revealed to be pathetic losers or psychopaths. Novels make more
sense than real life, which is why we read them. In a mystery, you can
imagine yourself matching wits with the killer, get a little frightened,
be relieved when justice is served, and then close the covers and go
off to bed. All that being said, most writers I know told me that they
were sticking to “comfort reads” in the weeks immediately
following Sept. 11.
Q. How do you
manage to sustain your productive writing career while working full-time
and raising a child?
A.The secret is that I’ve realized I can’t be
the best at everything, all the time. There have been times I’ve
been an inattentive mother, a crappy cook, a less-than-creative writer,
a messy housekeeper, and a runner who walks more than she runs. I just
try to rotate my areas of poor performance, so that no one area is bad
all the time.
Q. What is a
typical day like for you?
A.I get up at 5 am, check my email, and either go for a run
or ride an exercise bike. Running allows me to think and riding allows
me to read great books. I spend my work hours writing for our employees
and patients, which can involve anything from learning about new medical
research to interviewing an ex-Hell’s angel about his motorcycle
accident. I also answer calls from the media. My worst nightmare is
to be talking to be a reporter and hear the tell-tale click-clack of
keys. I’m too much of an extrovert to be a good media flack. When
I leave work I pick up my daughter, make a quick dinner, and then try
to write for an hour or a little more. I also help my daughter with
her homework, read to her, talk to my husband, leaf through the New
York Times, and do a million other things before falling into bed
about 10. The good thing about this crazy life is that I now sleep very
soundly.